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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Hearts Poetica (2) (multiply post, Feb 17, '09 10:12 AM)

Kapag nagsalita ang puso,
isatinig ang kanyang pagsuyo.
Sapagkat kaytamis ng sugat
at kaylansa ng asukal.

Kapag dumama ang puso,
pagapangin ang kutis nito
sa kapwa-balat na naghahanap
ng kaligtasan at paglingap.

Kapag nakaamoy ang puso,
hayaang habulin nito ang samyo.
Sapagkat dito lamang nakapaglalaro
ang bango’t sanghaya ng nektar.

Kapag nakarinig ang puso,
susundan nito ang himig sa malayo.
Sapagkat doon nito nakatatagpo
ang huni at kaluskos ng kalikasan.

Kapag nakakita ang puso,
lalakbayin nito ang buong mundo
sa paghagilap ng mga kulay
na lampas pa sa balintataw.

Kapag nag-isip ang puso,
kailangan nito ng katahimikan.
Sapagkat maski minsan,
napapagod din itong magmahal.

*unang nalathala sa Philippine Collegian Tomo 86, Isyu 25
sa sagisag-panulat na Daniel Caesar IV

Lakambini (multiply post, Dec 4, '08 1:01 PM)


Naroon pa rin ang concern ko sa kanya at alam niyang higit pa roon ang gusto kong sabihin.

Disyembre. Ito ang buwang inaabangan ko. At gusto ko ring iwasan, kung maaari.

Inaabangan, hindi dahil sa Pasko. Oo, masaya ang Pasko pero hindi na ako ang nabibigyan. Ako na ang nagbibigay. Hindi naman sa maramot ako. Mahirap lang talagang kumita ng pera, lalo na sa panahong ito ng global financial crisis. Kaya pati ang mga pulubi mahihirapang maambunan ng pera ngayong Pasko.

Iwasan, kung maaari. Sa buwang ito nangyari ang mga bagay na gusto kong sariwain. Nostalgic, kung baga. At pati ‘yung mga dapat kinalilimutan na. Na gusto kong mabago.

Kaarawan ni Lyn. Pero hindi ko kayang mabati man lang siya. Gusto kong iabot nang personal ang regalo para sa kanya. Alam ko ang bahay nila dahil nagpunta na ako roon noong isang Pasko. At iyon ang Pasko na tinawagan ko siya. Sinabi niyang hindi ako gusto ng nanay niya, lalo na’t hindi ako nag-po at opo. Dugtong pa niya, “Ayaw na kitang makita!”

Isang taon matapos iyon, nagpatulong ako kay Mon para makarating kay Lyn ang regalo. Si Mon din ang humarap kay Lyn. Nasa kanto lang ako ng kalsada, nagtatago, dahil baka galit pa rin si Lyn sa akin. “Hinahanap ka niya,” sabi ni Mon. Ayaw kong humarap. Ibinibigay ni Mon ang number ni Lyn. Hindi ko kinuha. Kung magkikita kami, magkikita kami, sabi ko. Pero sa loob ko’y natutuwa ako’t nakarating kay Lyn ang regalo. Isang kopya ng Little Prince at isang DVD ng Windstruck.

Kinabukasan, nagsisimba ako kasama ang mga kaibigan, napansin ko si Lyn na paparating. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta huwag niya lang ako makita. Mabuti na lang, madilim sa lugar namin at hindi niya ako napansin. Pero, pagkatapos ng misa, nakita niya ako at hindi na ako makaiwas. “Thank you sa gift,” sabi niya.

Kumusta ka na, sabi ko. Maayos naman siya. Naroon pa rin siya sa trabaho niyang inaabot ng alas dos o alas tres ng umaga ang uwian matapos lang ang reports ng isang oil company. Dito ko siya sinusundo kahit ayaw na ayaw niya. Ako lang ang mapilit. Nag-aabang ako roon hanggang sa uwian nila. Alam kong malabo ang patutunguhan ng panunuyo ko pero ang nasa isip ko’y baka kahit katiting ay may pag-asa.

Nasabi ko sa kanya noon na unfair labor practice ang nangyayari sa kanila dahil 8pm pa magsisimula ang kanilang overtime pay. “Hindi naman kasi ako tulad mong aktibista,” sagot niya. Hindi naman ito isyu ng aktibismo o anuman, balik ko.

“Gusto ko na ngang mag-resign,” sabi ni Lyn. May malilipatan ka na ba, tanong ko. “Wala pa,” sabi niya. Mahirap iyan lalo na’t dalawa lang kayo ng Nanay mo, sabi ko. Tiyaga na muna, Lyn, dugtong ko. Naroon pa rin ang concern ko sa kanya at alam niyang higit pa roon ang gusto kong sabihin.

At nasabi ko na iyon sa kanya. Sakay kami ng bus pauwi mula sa Ortigas. Sinabi kong hindi mahalaga sa akin ang kanyang nakaraan. Pero nakatingin siya sa labas ng bintana.

Nakita siya ng mga kaklase niya at nagkumustuhan sila. Sinabi pa ng isa, “O, ingatan mo si Lyn.” Napangiti lang ako, at iyon naman talaga ang gusto kong mangyari. Sabay kaming lumabas ng simbahan at nag-abang nang masasakyan.

“Huwag mo na akong ihatid sa ‘min, ha?” sabi niya. Okay, tugon ko. “Salamat sa gift,” nakangiti niyang sinabi.

Iyon ang huling ngiti niyang nakita ko bago siya sumakay ng tricycle. Hanggang ngayon.
 

*nalathala sa Philippine Collegian, Tomo 86 Isyu 18


http://lvbamante.multiply.com/journal/item/19

OPEN LETTER - To the Philippine Collegian and Its Readers (multiply post, Nov 26, '08 11:35 AM)

              This is a feedback to the Philippine Collegian's story entitled, 'Crossing the Line of Duty: Accounts of Militarization in Campuses" dated 08 October 2008. After reading the article, I noticed that there had not been any side of the military presented, not to mention the bad light it has unfairly shed to the military. It is for this purpose that I may impart a perspective other than what the article has presented.
             As an Army officer, there were cases where student youths were among those who fired their guns against us in combat up there in the mountains; student youths who have completely abandoned their studies in lieu for the armed struggle. The Philippine Collegian itself, in its website, has the story of "Gemalyn Lacadin @ Gemma" (not her real name) – she started out as an activist, she ended up carrying a gun, and… dead. Based on the article-tribute to her, she has shed off the luxury of her life devoting to her cause. The devotion for the betterment of the people is remarkable, but the cause to resort to armed struggle is not. The fact is, she will no longer be able to distinguish that there would have been other, more peaceful means of caring for the country.
             Such was Gema's story, and there are others equally, if not more heartbreaking. Our concern for the students is not unfounded. As with Gema's, there have been many cases where promising students whose lives were ended too soon and too tragically because they have crossed the path to the armed struggle, where, however it is romanticized by the insurgent members, is still a portal to a life of suffering, violence, and crime. It is not the road less traveled by, it is a dead end. And to veer away from that path makes all the difference.
           But more than feeling sorry for the loss; we, in the military see it as our duty to prevent such violent deaths from happening. Through the years, we have learned of the schemes of the CPP-NPA to access the youth sector – seeping through educational institutions and campus organizations, and targeting students. Their persistent presence and contact in campus communities speaks strongly of their adeptness in appearing inconspicuous but highly influential to students.
       Ours is not to dictate, ours is just to inform our youth that activism and membership to some organizations could lead to this violent fate. Our visit to the campuses and our symposia are for this purpose. Students have the right to be informed, they have a mind of their own, so let us allow them to consider these facts, and decide for themselves. What could be prevented from happening, should be.
           All of us are activists in our own ways; somehow at some point in our lives we find advocacies to which we devote our lives with. We are not against activism. What we are against is the armed struggle that lured away activists from their activism. We are glad to see our youth filled with confidence, assertiveness, and who truly care for the welfare of the country. Sometimes, we are even inspired by their idealism. That is why, we find the statement of Vijae Alquisola, National President of the College Editorials Guild of the Philippines, saying that our visits in campuses are to silence students and… to send a chilling message to youth and student leaders" rather inaccurate.
        We would like to make it clear that rallies, demonstrations, and other protest assemblies are well-acceptable to us. Demonstrators can continue to argue, oppose, or debate over the merits and demerits of policies, decisions, etc – such are the works of democracy. Our premium concern is those who cross and double-cross the thresholds to armed struggle and illegality.
           We, in the Armed Forces of the Philippines, do our level best to keep our students aware and vigilant. Wouldn't it be a greater disservice to know what we know and leave the students badly informed and susceptible? No matter how many eggs are thrown at us, we continue to strive to prevent the youth and the students from entering into the borders of violent armed struggle. We choose not to lose by default.
             Meanwhile, the military is accused of tagging certain legitimate organizations as communist fronts. Actually, the tag did not come from the military; the classification came from the mouth of Communist Party of the Philippine Chairman Jose Maria Sison that was video recorded. In that video record, Sison thoroughly explained the nature and purposes of these groups. Sison could be slighted for the incorrect attribution to the military; it is his brainchild in the first place. Sison sees no harm in tagging these groups, including the League of Filipino Students, as communist fronts, so, there is actually no issue here.
             May I also clarify the disparagement made on the film "Batang Aktibista". Contrary to the article's criticisms, the short film in fact, presented the issues on the tuition free increase and the lack of school facilities as legitimate issues being raised by the students. Issues that are very much relevant to the students; issues that I, myself, as a parent, is very much affected with. The film was not about discounting these issues, but rather, the film is about groups who are using these issues into luring the students first, into activism, then later on into armed struggle.
             We see regular NPA cadres agitate students, the kind of which that pushed the students from mere activism into the use of arms. Students are falsely told that they have become military targets, or that they will be harassed. Such is the paranoia sowed among the student activists for them to become allergic even when soldiers are merely helping communities clean their environment, or giving out free medical/dental services, or carrying out a feeding program, or conducting symposia in campuses for dissemination of information.
             In speaking of paranoia, this has been the same obsession which shook the CPP-NPA-NDF when the group purged its own members on mere suspicion. A paranoia that is so deep that it claimed thousands of lives of its own members. There are those who lived from this nightmare and share their experiences; an example of such factual account of these sufferings is contained in the book of Bobby Garcia entitled, 'To Suffer Thy Comrades". We should not forget that most victims of these purges were student cadres who abandoned their studies and carried out cadre works.
             Today's students are better empowered, can interface and confront adversities with dynamism and composure. Anchored to what is right and steered towards the right path; with the right ideas, the right choice and proper application of thoughts, our students can create a world of difference and make the country proud. We too are parents who may not have all the answers, but who wants the best educational opportunities and experiences for our children sans interference from dubious groups and personalities.
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This reply was posted by a fellow Kule writer. She has posted a reply (don't know if she made it) in her multiply site:

http://exsanguinatrix.multiply.com/journal/item/17/Open_letter_from_the_AFP_to_the_Philippine_Collegian_and_its_readers

I was really furious upon reading this letter. This is still the same military who committed various acts of torture and killlings during the Martial Law era. This is the same military who launched counter-offensives against the people in the countryside. This is the same military who arrested people without the warrant of arrests and detained them illegally. This is the same military who killed people extra-judicially only by the reason of being a symphatizer of a just cause. This is the same military who sought terror at the same time denying this.

This military man do not know what he is saying. It is as if heroism can be done without violence. And violence for whom and against whom? That history is replete with violence in order to establish a new society. But this military preserves the present society. A society ruled by the exploiting classes. And they mandate the military to do the same. Thier target: the people.